Sooooo, considering the chances of me submitting anything worthwhile anytime soon is getting less and less likely, I've decided to become more of a "ghostie", for lack of a better term, and just use DA to keep in touch with y'all. If I do end up doing something decent I'll put it up, but between...well everything it's hard to find time to draw, scan, and submit, or even just go through painter and doodle anything worth submitting. That being said I'm just gonna take it easy for a while. Too long have I spent worrying over nothing and not seeing all that I have, and for some time I've been hearing the word but I haven't been listening to it. I'm 17, have great friends, a girl that loves me, endless talents, and a long road ahead of me; and that's all I ever need or want. Life may not be the party we thought it would be, but as long as we're here we might as well dance. So...wanna dance with me?

Peaces,
Terry

Yup, it's 10:34 and I'm bored, so I decided to update this P.O.S. My life has been generally boring lately. I've been doing school shit, guitar shit, speech shit, friend shit, and girlfriend shit as of late. I also got a 27 on the ACT, which is good, and I've gotten several letters from colleges in the past few days. I'm going to a Dance Marathon on Saturday for those of you that want to go, it's gonna go for 12 hours so you basically have no excuse...unless you can't drive or some shit. It's gonna be at MOA and goes from 10am till 10pm. I'm gonna be there shortly after 4, but if you wanna go the sign up is here [link], and just join the Jefferson High School dance team. Don't let the $100 be a deterrent, just show up and show your support for HIV/AIDS research. Okay, now that that's been said, speech is coming to a close and track is just starting up. You guys should also come to the Speech Showcase on Thursday March 26, because I'm the closing act and it's gonna be awesome. You'll laugh, you'll cry, you'll feel slightly awkward! But more of the first one! I'll get tickets for that soon if you wanna go. Other than those advertisements I've got nothing, so PEACE OUT Y'ALL!

Yup, it finally happened. And when it did, I laughed, (Myles can attest to this) and I immediately stopped caring and went back to writing my paper and playing guitar. Just thought y'all should know.

I'm not going to explain the title so don't ask. Well finals are almost over and I'm feeling pretty good about it all. So far the spread is A, A, A-, and a B so lets hope we finish with something close to that or better. In other news, I'm being told left and right by my speech coaches that I'm going to go to finals next week at the tournament, however, being a massive self criticizer, I think they're all wrong. But I'll keep a positive outlook on it, considering I actually have my fuckin speeches ready, unlike the rest of them...TEEHEEHEE!! Got IJP to finish up this weekend and an ACT to take in two weeks. Other than that I've got nothin' more really. I got Gears 2 on Monday and already beat it...not on insane, because that would be bullshit. However, I have managed to already piss off a few people with some ridiculously bullshit headshots...so nothing new there. Ahhhmm...yup. Speech season starts next week sooo if you aren't doing anything with me this weekend and don't live in Bloomington, it was nice knowin ya! Because I prolly won't be able to do anything save for Saturday nights...late on Saturday nights. So yeah, peaces and wish me luck.

PS: I'm a beast a guitar now. Just thought I'd mention that.

Question of the Now: How many Jamaicans does it take to screw in a light bulb?

Mmkay, new years is over and done with and it's back to the old grind as usual. Had just about the shittiest day of my life and I don't feel depressed at all...odd. But basically I found out I'm for sure moving to Lakeville when our lease runs out, which is sometime in early June. Yeah, kinda sucks. But what sucks worse is that if Ramon's house doesn't sell then I'm going to have to commute to Bloomington FROM Lakeville every day to go to school...yeah...but eh, whatchya gonna do? Pray for someone to buy the house, but I digress. I burned my hand on a Bunsen Burner today and my hand has the texture of leather right now. Then someone had the bright idea of high-fiving said hand and I just about died. Then I felt really depressed when I was filling out my ACT form when it asked for "Outside of school Achievements" and I was forced to check "No" for 47 fucking questions. You think that it wouldn't make me feel anything, so what I don't do much right, well it did for some reason and I don't quite like it. The only thing that could've possibly made this day worse was if I knew what day my IJP was due so I could have a panic attack about how soon it is. Fuck. So yeah, I don't really feel strongly one way or another about most of these issues. Yeah, moving to Lakeville kinda sucks, and the commute would REALLY suck, burning my hand blows ass, and finding out that I'm a lazy failure who has technically "Achieved Nothing" made me feel so wonderfully indifferent. And to put a cherry on top of the shit sundae I saw that "Where the Hell is Matt?" video for the first time and I felt like a true fucking loser considering how sheltered (physically, not mentally...oh ho ho not mentally)I've lived and I basically wanted to die. But it's all good now and I'm able to type this with a smile on my face because I'm just that fucked up...or something. Oh well, a great beginning to what I can tell is going to be a fucking dandy year! Once again, Happy New Year you lucky shits, you don't know how good you've got it.